BigBlue commented on the post, Crafting, on the site TheGentleMan 5 months, 2 weeks ago
I remain full of hope the changes i make are worthy of the love i have received and give….
BigBlue commented on the post, Crafting, on the site TheGentleMan 5 months, 2 weeks ago
I remain hopeful….never have i experienced love till this…and while i messed up badly am trying hard to “fix” and remedy…..hope that makes sense
BigBlue and 
czardas are now friends 5 months, 2 weeks ago
BigBlue commented on the post, Crafting, on the site TheGentleMan 5 months, 2 weeks ago
Thanks…one can only hold onto hope and a dream
BigBlue wrote a new post, Crafting, on the site TheGentleMan 5 months, 3 weeks ago
Dearest Darling
There was a time for happiness,
There was a time for tears,
There was a time for comfort,
There was a time for frustration,
There was a time for love.
I was an idiot of note,
Of that I […]
BigBlue commented on the post, To My Love, on the site Life and Happiness 7 months, 1 week ago
That they do. Dry tears too…..always holding out. Hoping the beauty and love which was growing will continue
BigBlue commented on the post, Conflict, on the site Life and Happiness 7 months, 1 week ago
Hiya…how u?
BigBlue wrote a new post, To My Love, on the site Life and Happiness 7 months, 1 week ago
Dear Noodles
Your children have made a decision and it appears they sticking to it
and not prepared to delve into the why’s and how’s. (regarding me)
Maybe we/you shouldn’t have told them yet. They should […]
BigBlue wrote a new post, Conflict, on the site Life and Happiness 7 months, 4 weeks ago
How many relationships fail? Whether it is with your lover, kids, parents, siblings or even colleagues. I have been on a personal journey to discover my inner tranquilly. To discover what makes me tick. Not the […]
BigBlue posted an update 8 months ago
How many relationships fail? Whether it is with your lover, kids, parents, siblings or even colleagues. I have been on a personal journey to discover my inner tranquilly. To discover what makes me tick. Not the nervous type that would end me up in a psychiatric unit. Even though at times I feel thats what the world was telling me I should…[Read more]
BigBlue wrote a new post, Wonderful Day, on the site Life and Happiness 8 months, 1 week ago
BigBlue and 
Jeanius are now friends 8 months, 1 week ago
BigBlue commented on the post, Daughters Birthday, on the site Life and Happiness 8 months, 1 week ago
Hiya…have had a tough time but am starting to heal…how are you?
BigBlue changed their profile picture 8 months, 1 week ago
Stuart wrote a new post, Daughters Birthday, on the site Life and Happiness 8 months, 1 week ago
Today was a stunning day. The hadedas woke me up at 5:15am. I had slept on the floor in front of the TV. This is due to the fact that i a staying at my mothers house after having lost the love of my life 34 […]
Stuart posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago
Three weeks and a bit ago I committed the cardinal sin. I raised my hand to the woman I love more than anything in the whole world. I will not hide behind a psuedonym but will admit what I have done. I dont remember much of that fateful day. You see I have a drinking problem. It was natural for me to wake up and put a nip in my cup. This…[Read more]
Stuart became a registered member 8 months, 3 weeks ago
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BigBlue wrote a new post, Crafting, on the site TheGentleMan 5 months, 3 weeks ago
Dearest Darling
There was a time for happiness,
There was a time for tears,
There was a time for comfort,
There was a time for frustration,
There was a time for love.I was an idiot of note,
Of that I […] -
BigBlue wrote a new post, To My Love, on the site Life and Happiness 7 months, 1 week ago
Dear Noodles
Your children have made a decision and it appears they sticking to it
and not prepared to delve into the why’s and how’s. (regarding me)
Maybe we/you shouldn’t have told them yet. They should […] -
BigBlue wrote a new post, Conflict, on the site Life and Happiness 7 months, 4 weeks ago
How many relationships fail? Whether it is with your lover, kids, parents, siblings or even colleagues. I have been on a personal journey to discover my inner tranquilly. To discover what makes me tick. Not the […]
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BigBlue wrote a new post, Wonderful Day, on the site Life and Happiness 8 months, 1 week ago
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Stuart wrote a new post, Daughters Birthday, on the site Life and Happiness 8 months, 1 week ago
Today was a stunning day. The hadedas woke me up at 5:15am. I had slept on the floor in front of the TV. This is due to the fact that i a staying at my mothers house after having lost the love of my life 34 […]
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It may take a long time… it is your closest most vulnerable relationships that you would lash out; you need a whole lot of counseling and support regarding this… and later jointly with your Noodle because Noodle may have trigger conduct that could set you off.
Noodle’s triggers do not excuse you but if you are to reestablish a joint life…[Read more]